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Aug 12, 2011
It's Getting Hard to be Someone
Oh hey there. Been a while. Still alive. In this moment I'm quite lonely. So very very lonely. I'm an only child, but over the past week I became so accustomed to just always having someone there...and then they're gone and it's all *sits and twiddles thumbs* I'm gonna go talk to my pets now.
I would like to give a big thank you to Catie. The friend I've had the longest, one of my closest, and going on knowing each other 10 years now. It seems so much longer when you actually put it in persepctive like that.
Maybe it was that one day where you punched my mouth in kindergarden and finally knocked that loose tooth out for me. Or being able to play together every morning before school for a year. Dressing up stuffed animals, taking them on 'walks', introducing me to those magical perler beads...
You're one of my best friends, and I know that no matter what, you'll always be there.
And I'll always be there for you, because you sure as hell aren't getting rid of me.
On another really random topic...I love my mom. I really do. I mean, we argue but it's really all my fault. Teenage angst. *ANGSTANGSTANGST* But she's funny, that one person that truly loves me unconditionally, and she's always so willing to drive me places or put up with my annoying 'lets stay up until 3am' habits, and I think this is just one of those moments where I've finally and truly realized how much she really does mean to me. People say friends can come and go, but family is forever. I do believe friends can last forever, but nothing will ever compare to family. For me, as an only child, I don't have any siblings, and I know that I'm not going to be able to grow up and say that I have a brother or sister that ultimately will always be there for me. Essentially it's just my parents, but I realize how close we really are, and how lucky I am to have them, and along with all my other relatives, as family.
I really want to sleep but the internet is far too appealing. Figure I'll have time to shower around 1:30am. That's what usually happens anyway.
Right now I'm just in one of those moods. It doesn't really have a name. I'm sad and happy and pissed and figure that this song just kind of takes care of everything.
Elvis usually does that.
I would like to give a big thank you to Catie. The friend I've had the longest, one of my closest, and going on knowing each other 10 years now. It seems so much longer when you actually put it in persepctive like that.
Maybe it was that one day where you punched my mouth in kindergarden and finally knocked that loose tooth out for me. Or being able to play together every morning before school for a year. Dressing up stuffed animals, taking them on 'walks', introducing me to those magical perler beads...
You're one of my best friends, and I know that no matter what, you'll always be there.
And I'll always be there for you, because you sure as hell aren't getting rid of me.
On another really random topic...I love my mom. I really do. I mean, we argue but it's really all my fault. Teenage angst. *ANGSTANGSTANGST* But she's funny, that one person that truly loves me unconditionally, and she's always so willing to drive me places or put up with my annoying 'lets stay up until 3am' habits, and I think this is just one of those moments where I've finally and truly realized how much she really does mean to me. People say friends can come and go, but family is forever. I do believe friends can last forever, but nothing will ever compare to family. For me, as an only child, I don't have any siblings, and I know that I'm not going to be able to grow up and say that I have a brother or sister that ultimately will always be there for me. Essentially it's just my parents, but I realize how close we really are, and how lucky I am to have them, and along with all my other relatives, as family.
I really want to sleep but the internet is far too appealing. Figure I'll have time to shower around 1:30am. That's what usually happens anyway.
Right now I'm just in one of those moods. It doesn't really have a name. I'm sad and happy and pissed and figure that this song just kind of takes care of everything.
Elvis usually does that.
Jul 17, 2011
Jun 27, 2011
Jun 18, 2011
Surfin' Safari?
So as of tomorrow, or technically today, I'm leaving for vacation. My father, just being..himself, has decided that leaving at 5:30 is a good idea. So my plan is to pull an all nighter. Read a little here. Watch a little youtube there. See the sun rise. I finally finished packing around 12:30am so now, at 1:10am, I must keep myself awake for the next four hours. Shouldn't be too hard. 10 hour car ride will be good for sleeping anyway.
I've been out of school for around a week now and I'm still waiting for it to feel like summer. Still hasn't really hit me. Probably won't. But last night felt pretty great. 'Twas filled with Live in Chicago, Cheez It's, and lots of this:
..and this.
It literally got to a point so great that I won't go into it. ..but I'm the master of awkward dancing, Shania Twain, and the Beach Boys.
This is fun because I don't think anyone, literally anyone at all, still reads this.
Now pushing 1:30am, 5:30am seems pretty far off. I bet I can do it. Just gotta find the right fanfiction *facepalm*
But I love me a good chaptered slash.
Summer has felt sort of liberating so far. Being able to just do whatever you please at your own leisurely time. Work kind of kills that. All of it. But it's still pleasant. I just kind of float around my house drifting from watching TV to playing piano, occasionally painting, back to TV (GENE SIMMONS FAMILY JEWELS FTW!). It's just kind of nice.
And so I leave you with this.
As I listen to this, I smile like a complete and utter idiot. This song is forever ingrained in my entire being. The Beach Boys are a cure for depression. RA RA RA RA SIS BOOM BA!
Look it up.
I could probably spend the next four hours just listening to the Beach Boys. It's like bliss.
I've been out of school for around a week now and I'm still waiting for it to feel like summer. Still hasn't really hit me. Probably won't. But last night felt pretty great. 'Twas filled with Live in Chicago, Cheez It's, and lots of this:
..and this.
It literally got to a point so great that I won't go into it. ..but I'm the master of awkward dancing, Shania Twain, and the Beach Boys.
This is fun because I don't think anyone, literally anyone at all, still reads this.
Now pushing 1:30am, 5:30am seems pretty far off. I bet I can do it. Just gotta find the right fanfiction *facepalm*
But I love me a good chaptered slash.
Summer has felt sort of liberating so far. Being able to just do whatever you please at your own leisurely time. Work kind of kills that. All of it. But it's still pleasant. I just kind of float around my house drifting from watching TV to playing piano, occasionally painting, back to TV (GENE SIMMONS FAMILY JEWELS FTW!). It's just kind of nice.
And so I leave you with this.
As I listen to this, I smile like a complete and utter idiot. This song is forever ingrained in my entire being. The Beach Boys are a cure for depression. RA RA RA RA SIS BOOM BA!
Look it up.
I could probably spend the next four hours just listening to the Beach Boys. It's like bliss.
Jun 15, 2011
DJ Lobsterdust is My New Hero
This has literally been my fascination. I can't stop listening to this. IT'S SO GOOD. WTF.
Who knew MGMT and Far East Movement could sound so amazing together.
Who knew MGMT and Far East Movement could sound so amazing together.
Jun 6, 2011
heads will roll
I have a Flickr now. Partly because I'm too shy to upload any art kinds of pictures to facebook.
CLICK --> http://www.flickr.com/photos/rkeeler
'Not that I condone fascism, or any -ism for that matter. -Ism's in my opinion are not good. A person should not believe in an -ism, he should believe in himself. I quote John Lennon, 'I don't believe in the Beatles, I just believe in me.' Good point there. After all, he was the walrus. I could be the walrus. I'd still have to bum rides off people'.
CLICK --> http://www.flickr.com/photos/rkeeler
'Not that I condone fascism, or any -ism for that matter. -Ism's in my opinion are not good. A person should not believe in an -ism, he should believe in himself. I quote John Lennon, 'I don't believe in the Beatles, I just believe in me.' Good point there. After all, he was the walrus. I could be the walrus. I'd still have to bum rides off people'.
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