Jun 17, 2010

And Let the Drum Beat Drop

Before I start, quick shout out to my friend Abby. Her blog is http://www.playmyheartstrings.blogspot.com/ check it out? It's like mine, but much deeper and she lists her music too but she knows way more bands than me. Every once and a while we'll list bands to find one that the other person hasn't heard of yet in an attempt to pwn. But that's just because we're odd children.

In an attempt to do something somewhat interesting this summer, I started a drawing. I plan on shading all of it except for painting a little color in it, probably his guitar. This is the picture I chose to draw:

It's a picture of Jer Coons, one of my top favorite music artist. Here is mine so far, and yes I know there is no face, I just haven't got to it yet.
What do you think? Few notes first, what do you think about his hand? His index finger is supposed to be wrapped around the next of the guitar and I tried to recreate that, but it might look like his finger is abnormally short. And I need the fix the head of the guitar, it looks 2D while the rest of the guitar is 3D. I started it yesterday afternoon, that's pretty good progress right? It took me a long time to shade his left leg but I think it turned out pretty well. I'm wondering about the face though, I've never done a piece of art before with a face! Hope it turns out good. Oh and I've already been critiqued thoroughly by a very artistic friend. She says that his shoulders are a little too broad and it looks like he's shrugging while the scarf needs to be longer, and she can't tell if it's a scarf or guitar strap or whatever. But I'm trying haha.

On another probably boring note, I bought an iTouch! I've wanted one for a while, but there was nothing wrong with my iPod nano (4th generation). But I'd saved up enough money and needed more space than 8GB anyway so I bought a 32GB iPod Touch! I must say I'm enjoying it thoroughly though I didn't really need the Internet access, I already have a laptop. But now that it has more space I can hold all of my videos and my 300+ songs and 60+ Elvis songs! Yep, what a lot of people don't know, I'm obsessed with Elvis. It all started in 6th grade when we did a project called 6th Grade Assessment. We had to pick a topic, anything at all, to research and create either a poster/presentation or PowerPoint/presentation. I decided to stray away from the sports (which most guys were doing) and Egyptian theme (which most girls were doing). I have to say it got me hooked. A lot of that information helped during National History Day. This years theme was "Innovation in History" so I decided to do something completely different from what everyone else was doing (...again) and went with rock and roll. Twas quite a fun project...except for the procrastination and the crying-at-one-in-the-morning-the-day-before-it's-due-because-I-hadn't-done-anything....don't' ever use me as an example when it comes to 5 month projects like that.

My heart has recently been broken thanks to one of my favorite bands of all time, Neon Trees. When I found out that they were coming to my city on tour, let me just say I beyond spazzed. It wasn't that far away and the ticket price wasn't bad, it was general admission. So you can understand my complete and utter disappointment when I found out I would be gone visiting family that entire week. My summer was crushed right there for a little bit. It's a good thing I have the Adam Lambert Glam Nation Tour concert to look forward too(: if he does a meet and greet and I get a picture/signing I am peeing my pants. Literally. On other music news....Adam shaved half of his head!!! I was on twitter and he posted a picture of him with his big circus hat he wore in the "If I Had You" music video. Except the side the hat was leaning away from was shaved! Just a little bit of black hair stubble....I threw a fit in my room. Can you tell I have extreme fits of emotion in my room because of my loves? Anyway I was insanely upset but then he tweeted that it was only half his head. Which isn't bad....but what will it look like without his hat on? Question mark! *breaks out into song* "Questions for questions I've got a question/Would you ever dance with me like that?" Sorry.... that was from a quite enjoyable Neon Trees song *sobs*. Sometime I wish I could hand someone my iPod and they could know all of my many many songs instantly so they wouldn't feel awkward if I rocked out and sang along to a song they don't know. It happens quite often, but then again we all have random wishes.

During the summer I have a tendency to stay up insanely late every night. My mom is always working at the gym in the morning anyway, so why do I need to get up early? Besides the point, a couple nights ago it was around two in the morning and I just had this overwhelming...emotion. It's hard to explain but I felt like crying. It wasn't like a breakdown or anything, just an overwhelming wave of emotion. So I just typed this into my iPod. At two in the morning...and this is what I came up with.
For Only a Moment
The feelings don't end
A crash of the waves
Only to fade back out to the sea
Uninvited and obtrusive
One minute it appears
The Wave
Leaving you lost and confused as people
Continue along side you
Painfully unaware and oblivious
It retreats slowly dragging the sand with it
Questions appear
You doubt yourself
Your motives
Actions past and present
Tears will fall signaling the end
Welcome or not they come
Resulting in a lame poem to release the heartbreak.
I know it's not the best of poems but it was one of those things where you had all these emotions and you don't know how to let them out so you write a poem. At least that's what I do. Well either that or take a shower but like I said earlier, I'm an odd child. Oh and be grateful I shared that. That was a personal thing. But then again who reads this? (Besides Abby and Catie....holla!)

You know what I hate? (Yep, it's rant time) Inside jokes. They bug the shit out of me. They do they really do. First of all, if your with a group of friends and they share a couple inside jokes its ok you just pretend you didn't hear them. I mean we all do that don't we? It makes you feel good knowing you have something that someone else doesn't. But after a while, you know its time to stop. But some people don't. They go on and on and on and on about this random inside crap and when you do decide to ask them (though you sound stupid) they'll make it even worse by going "You won't get it. It's a long story." Wow guys. Way to make me feel loved. To be honest, I have friends that do this. Ever since we were separated on different teams we only saw each other during our homeroom which is still plenty of time but their other group of friends....holy shit do they just LOVE those inside jokes that seem to last forever. (I'm sorry, I know my language is a little explicit so to say during this paragraph but it tends to irk me). Oh and if your one of my friends (you know who I'm talking about) that just happens to read this...um....yeah awkward. But I feel like my follower(s?) deserve to know this. This blog is kind of like my little public diary. But trust me I'm not stupid enough to put anything to personal...or my address or something like that. Hello creepers? Yep this is awkward. I have a feeling they are just reading it now..... new topic! I hope I wasn't wrong to post this...

Well as I scramble for a somewhat interesting new topic to cover the awkward fact that my friends I was just talking about now are probably reading this....The House on Mango Street. I have to read it this summer for next year and its probably the most confusing thing. Well the actual book isn't, but the introduction is. The author is constantly switching between first, second, third, and fourth person. Is there even a fourth person? I thought there was. I know that first person is like "I did this/I said that" etc. and second is "He walked there/She ate this" etc. Isn't third person "You did this"? I'm not sure. You'd think I'd know this. Anyway the author uses "I" and "You" in the same paragraph. Twas quite confusing. But as it is required I just kind of push through and figure that with a little help from my buddy Google it shouldn't be too hard.

Quick update for those of you following my story on FanFiction/FictionPress. I've been working on chapter three (Hint: Ch 3 is called "My Beautiful Rescue"....that's not really a hint never mind) and my goal is to have it up by this Saturday. I want to start making the chapters longer, because lets face it, two and a half pages is not a chapter. It's ridiculously short. Right now chapter three is at....um two and a half pages. My goal is four but I'm not going by page count. I can not WAIT (emphasis on the not wait part) for the insane twist! I haven't told anyone at all and its bugging me but I really want to keep it a secret. And for my close friends, you know I'm awful at keeping secrets. As much as I want to write the twist right NOW I mean lets face it, it will be a very very fun twist to write, I can't rush into it, it would ruin the story. So I just continue on....everyone thinks the "one night" is sexual. As in my short little summary (This is Victoria's seventh move. But then she befriends Adam, a bisexual high school misfit, until one night changes it all.) Just let me say this: IT'S NOT A SEXUAL NIGHT! Sorry for yelling haha but just to clear that up. People assume that just because in the very first intro before chapter one it was talking about Victoria's heartbreak and stuff like that but argh I can't say anything more. I might give it away! Watch, I'll write the twist and people will be like "what?". Total anticlimactic. And for those who have NO idea what I'm talking about: www.fictionpress.com/~rachelkeeler Some may not like the story, but for me, it is a complete indulgence. It really is. It's hard for some people to understand but when you write...I can't explain it. I'll just say that writing The Keys gets hard at points but it's my indulgence.

Oh summer. You see what you do to me? You turn me into an insomniac that writes too long blog posts and attempts at drawing. Holy crap! I almost forgot! You guys deserve a great song for sticking through this entire post haha. This song, called I Am Not a Robot by Marina and the Diamonds, was a free single of the week on iTunes and I have been completely in love with it! The beginning is a little odd but I love the entire song. Especially the part before the chorus where she sings "You're vulnerable/You're vulnerable/But you are not a robot/You're lovable/So lovable/but you're just troubled" and at the end of the bride when it goes "let the drum beat drop" (homage to today's blog post title). The music video is pretty good, simple, but good. I like all of the body paint/makeup job. Tis quite odd at first but you get to accept the creativity behind it. My favorite makeup was definitely the jewels but when they show her whole face with that look....is it just me or does she look Asian? Ok I'll stop typing, you can watch it now(:
Ok this post twas quite long and for some reason it wasn't showing up the spaces between paragraphs. I hope it shows when I publish it, if not, je suis desole. I'm much obliged that you were checkin' out meh blog. That sounded like a western accent. Can your text sound like anything? Oh my mind. Stranger things have happened.

Rachel - Je T'aime

Quick note before I go...I use dictionary.com a lot and being the nerd I am, I'm obsessed with their word of the day. So if you see a lot of odd/big words in my story that's why. Today's is "oscitant" meaning to yawn, as with drowsiness. I like that word, make sure to keep a lookout for it in my story! Haha the spell checker on Blogger told me it was spelt wrong, it's not even in their dictionary! *I point and laugh*

Jun 2, 2010

Love Is Not a Victory March

Cupcakes. I must be the master of them by now. Ok...so...(can you tell there is a long story coming on?) My friend has been absent for the past two days and I didn't think anything of it. Friends are absent for a couple days, they come back, all is normal. But then I heard she got a concussion....? I know right? So I called her and it turns out that she flipped over the front of her bike and hit her head. She couldn't remember anything for a while but it's all come back to her now. She will be back in tomorrow for half a day (she was told not to do a lot of thinking....?) so I made cupcakes! I made them, frosted them with homemade icing, and sprinkled them! Am I a good friend or what? Haha but for my birthday I made mini cupcakes out of a normal cake batter mix. I ended up with about an army (80) of mini cupcakes. I'm also making this massive card for everyone to sign. Other friends will be jealous they aren't as thoughtful as me. Well I did spend about two hours on the cupcakes. Ok just to let you know that I'm kidding, and I'm not conceited. I missed her so I made cupcakes!


Anybody else sick of the whole vampire craze lately? It seems that whenever I go to the library and find a book that looks interesting, it has to have a vampire in it!I just read the book, Jessica's Guide to Dating on the Dark Side. Yes I know the title is a little lame but it's a good book. When I first started reading it I had to sigh. Teenage girl, hot male vampire, love, blah blah blah. But when I found out that the girl was the last of the Dragomirs, a royal vampire family I spazzed. Actually I mini spazzed. In the series The Vampire Academy(a very good series!) one of the main characters is Lisa Dragomir and she is one of the royal families, yet she is the last of the Dragomir family. Sound familiar? Ugh anyway, it turned out to be a really good book. I was hoping it would be an awful rip-off so I could complain...but it wasn't. I can't say there was some insane twist, but it was a nice romance book. And you know I'm a sucker for those...(no pun intended).

These finals are INSANE! On Monday I had my Math and History final, the two hardest ones. So what did I do the weekend before finals? On Saturday I went shopping then hung out around my house. On Sunday I didn't get up until around 10:30, puttered around the house until 12:00, then after that I did a little math practice, procrastinate, little more math, go on my laptop, etc. It wasn't until the last five hours that I buckled down and hit that history review packet hard. It took forever and I ended up with an insane amount of note cards. I hate note cards. They take WAY too long to make. But they are they best way to study (personally). After the final was over my friend went to throw out my huge stack of note cards and I just went, "Wait! Don't throw those out!" It made sense, I mean school is over in 1 1/2 days and I had finished the history final. I just seemed like a waste. I mean I spent so long making those note cards, and then just to throw them all away!? They are sitting in my backpack now....I don't know what to do with them! I think I'm going to have to throw them away, in case I become a hoarder. Have you ever seen that show? Hoarders? Scary stuff man.

Like I said earlier, we only have 1 1/2 more days of school. It scares me actually. I don't want school to end! Yes I'm one of those people. I'm not going to go on "Oh! I love school!" but I do like it. It's a way to see my friends everyday no matter what (unlike some frequently absent people *coughcough*) and I sometimes enjoy just sitting down and doing a worksheet. Just some solid work. Especially math. I like math, and most of the time I don't mind doing problems. Yes I know, I have issues. But isn't that a good quality for someone who wants to be a math teacher? Anyway I'm really hoping to make this summer special. I'm sick of the summers of just sitting around watching TV, and now that I have a laptop *internal shudders*. So I've started to create some summer goals. These are just couple I've had in my head, and I'm bound to have a long list soon.
Rachel's Summer Goals: (Yes, I have an official list and everything!)
1. Have a summer romance (doesn't have to last, just a nice summer fling(: )
2. Finish my story (I really want to make it the best it can!)
3. Excel at piano and guitar (I mean with all this free time, why not practice?)
4. Make a painting (Like we did in art class, though this time it won't be a toucan!)
5. Make a scrapbook(maybe) documenting this school year!
6. Become more musically educated (yes I know this is weird, but I am constantly on the hunt for more amazing unknown bands! Recently I've been obsessing over Alternative Press. For those of you that live under a rock (just kidding) Alternative Press is a magazine. Look it up?)
If you have any ideas, let me know! But I'm not going to be the person that is always going, "Subscribe! Comment!" it gets to bug me after a while. But I'm always open to suggestions, and there is a comment box *winkwink* haha just kidding.

Ok so I have this dilemma. Well, it's not really a dilemma. Just a minor problem. I'm looking for a summer hairstyle. I need to find one hairstyle that's cute, easy, and quick (under 15-20 min). I mean it's summer, you want to look cute, but not spend an hour every morning getting ready! The problem is, I don't like ponytails....well I do but my bangs will always fall out (ugh!). If I just leave it natural, it gets all wavy and curly, which isn't bad, but it leads to frizz. Most every morning I straighten my hair best I can. For me it reduces frizz and keeps it (somewhat) straight. Anyway that was just random, sorry. Onto bigger and better things...(that's what she said?)

As always, I have a song! It's called Hallelujah by Rufus Wainwright. It's not really a religious song though. I have it on my iPod because it was from the Shrek album, but I've fallen in love with it. Lee D-something that I can't spell (the winner of American Idol) did a cover of it, but I think the original is much better.


Oh and is anyone else excited for Kate Plus 8? I was always such a closet fan of Jon & Kate Plus 8 but it was canceled. To be honest, I don't like Jon, and don't care much for Kate, but I love their kids! Maddy, Cara, Hannah, Leah, Alexis, Aiden, Collen, Joel, anyone? Haha oh and I did not Google that! I'm about halfway through the first episode of the new Kate Plus 8 series!

Sorry it took so long to get this post out, but I've been writing it over the course of a couple days, you deserved a longer post(: Merci de verifier sur mon blog! Translate it people.

Rachel - Je T'aime

Jun 1, 2010

You're Never Gonna Go. Dropped, Watcha Got Now?

I recently went on music overload. I bought myself a $30 iTunes gift card, came home, and spent it all. I told my parents and there were all, "You spent it all at once!?" and I was just like, "Um...yeah." But in my defense I had a list of songs I wanted to get. I ended up getting Panic! At the Disco's entire "A Fever You Can't Sweat Out" album, songs from bands like The Hush Sound, This Providence, Phantom Planet, Neon Trees, and a lot of other really good bands that nobody has heard of. And of course I had to get OMG by Usher, Airplanes by B.o.B. feat. Hayley Williams, and some Paramore songs. Here is just one of the songs I got out of over 45... (ignore the creepy music video)



Today in school we had an assembly about Internet safety (again). To be honest, every time they talk about it, it scares the crap out of me and I run home onto my laptop and go through my Facebook, Twitter, this blog, etc. and look for things just in case creepers are out there (and they are). They did an example of how easy it is to find information. Within the 45 min. period they had pulled this girls name, address, family member's name, phone number, likes/interests, etc. It was freaking me out. But then again the girl was stupid enough to put 'this is my phone number, when I'll be home to call, and people's names to speak to'. All because she was looking for retired...beanie babies. Yes. This girl (Amanda01) will get abducted because she wanted beanie babies. Now I understand that the example they gave us was fake but still...anyway to my followers out there: be safe! My family has always had a rule that if you aren't comfortable printing out the page and hanging it on the fridge, then you shouldn't be on it. Well that goes for more along the lines of inappropriate websites but still. Oh Internet. What a sweet and deadly(!?) thing.


In drama news, all is (somewhat) good. I've started to have little 'tiffs' with some of my friends if that's what you want to call it. They aren't fights, just were you both get really annoyed at each other and pretty much put each other in a shun bubble for the rest of the day, maybe tomorrow, and then by the third day at the latest everything is fine. It must be the 'end-of-year' fever. Along with the drama, I've noticed a lot of people, including my friends, have been getting boyfriends. This isn't really drama per say, but it's nice to see my friends in a relationship. Having a boyfriend can provide something that friendship can't; it's hard to understand.

In school news, finals still. We don't have the actual tests until the last three days of school (failure) but I have the English and history writing essay tomorrow. I hate essays. Not to brag, but I'm not bad, maybe even good? Haha but either way they suck. To expect us to 'try our hardest and take our time' in under 45 minutes is cruel.

Now the usual ending paragraph. 1. Sorry for the shorter post (they will be longer when the finals are over) 2. Thanks for reading my blog(: 3. Oh and our house has been invaded by bugs. I just had to flush my third bug down the toilet *shudder*

Rachel - Je T'aime