Aug 13, 2011
Aug 12, 2011
It's Getting Hard to be Someone
Oh hey there. Been a while. Still alive. In this moment I'm quite lonely. So very very lonely. I'm an only child, but over the past week I became so accustomed to just always having someone there...and then they're gone and it's all *sits and twiddles thumbs* I'm gonna go talk to my pets now.
I would like to give a big thank you to Catie. The friend I've had the longest, one of my closest, and going on knowing each other 10 years now. It seems so much longer when you actually put it in persepctive like that.
Maybe it was that one day where you punched my mouth in kindergarden and finally knocked that loose tooth out for me. Or being able to play together every morning before school for a year. Dressing up stuffed animals, taking them on 'walks', introducing me to those magical perler beads...
You're one of my best friends, and I know that no matter what, you'll always be there.
And I'll always be there for you, because you sure as hell aren't getting rid of me.
On another really random topic...I love my mom. I really do. I mean, we argue but it's really all my fault. Teenage angst. *ANGSTANGSTANGST* But she's funny, that one person that truly loves me unconditionally, and she's always so willing to drive me places or put up with my annoying 'lets stay up until 3am' habits, and I think this is just one of those moments where I've finally and truly realized how much she really does mean to me. People say friends can come and go, but family is forever. I do believe friends can last forever, but nothing will ever compare to family. For me, as an only child, I don't have any siblings, and I know that I'm not going to be able to grow up and say that I have a brother or sister that ultimately will always be there for me. Essentially it's just my parents, but I realize how close we really are, and how lucky I am to have them, and along with all my other relatives, as family.
I really want to sleep but the internet is far too appealing. Figure I'll have time to shower around 1:30am. That's what usually happens anyway.
Right now I'm just in one of those moods. It doesn't really have a name. I'm sad and happy and pissed and figure that this song just kind of takes care of everything.
Elvis usually does that.
I would like to give a big thank you to Catie. The friend I've had the longest, one of my closest, and going on knowing each other 10 years now. It seems so much longer when you actually put it in persepctive like that.
Maybe it was that one day where you punched my mouth in kindergarden and finally knocked that loose tooth out for me. Or being able to play together every morning before school for a year. Dressing up stuffed animals, taking them on 'walks', introducing me to those magical perler beads...
You're one of my best friends, and I know that no matter what, you'll always be there.
And I'll always be there for you, because you sure as hell aren't getting rid of me.
On another really random topic...I love my mom. I really do. I mean, we argue but it's really all my fault. Teenage angst. *ANGSTANGSTANGST* But she's funny, that one person that truly loves me unconditionally, and she's always so willing to drive me places or put up with my annoying 'lets stay up until 3am' habits, and I think this is just one of those moments where I've finally and truly realized how much she really does mean to me. People say friends can come and go, but family is forever. I do believe friends can last forever, but nothing will ever compare to family. For me, as an only child, I don't have any siblings, and I know that I'm not going to be able to grow up and say that I have a brother or sister that ultimately will always be there for me. Essentially it's just my parents, but I realize how close we really are, and how lucky I am to have them, and along with all my other relatives, as family.
I really want to sleep but the internet is far too appealing. Figure I'll have time to shower around 1:30am. That's what usually happens anyway.
Right now I'm just in one of those moods. It doesn't really have a name. I'm sad and happy and pissed and figure that this song just kind of takes care of everything.
Elvis usually does that.
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