I wish people could learn to accept compliments. If I give you one, I mean it! I don't believe in doling out false compliments. I've refrained from automatically returning a compliment when I receive one. It's giving one out of obligation instead of truth. Unless I really like your shirt. Then I'll return the compliment. Disagreeing with one is one thing, but don't shoot it down. Accept it and feel better!
Recently I've been asking my friends to describe me. My character, how I interact with other people, etc. Whenever I read I'm really aware of the character and it makes me wonder how others view me. I've asked my friends that know me the best, and I received "loud" probably the most. I also got funny, energetic/hyper, and sometimes obnoxious. Can't really disagree with the last one. I then proceeded to ask my friends about my serious side. The unanimous response was "What serious side?" I always thought I had one. It usually only comes out when I'm pissed or sad, but apparently it's not as prominent as I thought. Guess I wasn't as serious as I thought I was. But for better words, "Why so serious?"
I hate Christmas music. I hate it because I love it. It's always so. freaking. happy. And even now, at my age, I still get excited for Christmas, and my impatience kicks in. Every Christmas song I hear gets me more excited for the holidays, only to realize we still have a month to wait. I'm not really one for waiting. If I decide on something, I want it at that moment. It needs to get done NOW. Unless it's something I'd rather not do. Then I have a very passive, *shrugs*, "Eh, what the hell" attitude. Such a downfall.
I had some more important and deeper things to say, but the food and my sweater has made me all happy and go lucky. Yes, my sweater. It's cold and icky out, but I'm loving my warm sweater. And I'm full on delicious dessert. So everything else is irrelevant.
Danger Days: The True Lives of the Fabulous Kills Joys --one word: orgasmic. Yep. It's that good. This is probably my favorite song from the new album, behind S/C/A/R/E/C/R/O/W. For me, this is the song I can't get enough of. Hope you know what I'm talking about. That one song you love so much that you want to do more than listen to it. You want to crawl inside of it, and hide yourself in the lyrics. Listening to it just isn't enough. Damn Gerard's voice and their way with lyrics!
"We can live forever if you've got the time".
"During the 1960's, I think, people forgot what emotions were supposed to be. And I don't think they've ever remembered". Andy Warhol
"I sort of enjoy the fact that I'm misunderstood most of the time. That's fine". Billy Joe Armstrong
I have no idea where this was said, but it made me laugh.
"We like to kidnap them in a van, and leave them somewhere dangerous. SURPRISE!". Gerard Way
BanskyAs always, Rachel.
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